Revived

After 3 years, i finally made a decision to return!!!!!! Reason being, i was randomly reading and browsing through my old posts last night and thought that this was actually a platform where most of my life memories were stored. And i want to continue storing more memories bcs hahaha my life just gets better and better now that i'm 21 alhamdullillah :) no more of those 14 yr old heartbreaks or schoolwork stress or kpop (particularly my imaginary boyfriend Rain) obssessions hahaha my god thats embarrassing as hell hahahais

Things are different now. So different. And i dont want these feelings or thoughts to be forgotten as i grow older, or as my youth days are coming to an end. I want to be able to feel and remember what it is like or how i am like right now when i turn 30 or 40 in the future ahead. Or even, this could be a reminder of how i have lived my life. And if nauzubillah anything happens out of what i had planned for my life for He is the best planner of all, i want to be able to have a platform from where i can refer back to, for me to be able to stay true to my values and what i stand for in my life. Just like how at 17 i was so determined to be married at 21 and now that im 21, well not married yet tho, but at least alhamdullillah i'm preparing for that life.

Yes speaking of which, i have a boyfriend now HAHAHA contrary to what i have been ranting about how i will never get into relationships at 16/17ish hahaha

But anyways my point is i'm back for good. Here's to more memories and i hope i'll be able to keep my life updated as much as possible bcs the brain cant store everything you know.

And, this is the exact same blog which i started off with 7 years ago. Privatised the old posts, 600 posts to be exact, mainly bcs its too embarrassing to read anymore lah duh. I mean you cant take things i write at 14 seriously right. 90% of them is made up of bulls and shits and abit of puberty here and there. So lets just leave the old ones to me only for memories sake.

So to end it off, here's an update of what my life is as of October 2015.

My sister is engaged to Fir. Right now we're in the midst of preparing for their wedding in Sept 2016.

Muhammad Hakim Bin Hashim. My future Groom in 2017 Insya'Allah hehehe

Employed for almost 2 years now. Working in an industry which i invested 3 yrs studying (more to brain cells damaging). Alhamdullillah for my stable income :)

My babies! 'Aisyah, Muhammad, Maryam, Ameer Zeeshan, Adam Zaydan, Ammar Zayan. Dont have pictures with Ameer and Adam tho, NOT EASY when you have two running boys.

And then, there's me.