OMG WHAT IS THISSSSS
SERIOUSLEHHHH ?!?!?

This is getting scary i tell you
But then again , its making me curious who would talk to my parents about marriage that made them so hyped up like this

I'm not overreacting
I WONT EVEN OVERREACT IF MY MOM HADNT SEND THOSE TEMPAHAN FOR MY WEDDING LA PLEASE
You'll be crazy if you dont overreact when you parents suddenly do stuffs like this
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Hehehehe amcm not bad eh dah kakak kakak kan skrg .
I have alot to update
Alot of pictures to upload
But because i'm having exams right now , ini sahajalah yg aku mampu
Thanks everybody who wished
Thanks for the presents
Thanks for the birthday dinner
I wish i could update more
I wish i could share everything that happened today
But i'm such a busy eighteen year old girl i have to end it here
Till my exams are over , takecare everybodeh

And once again ,
HAPPY EIGHTEENTH TO ME :)

Finally found a new obsession hehehehe
I find Kang Dong Ho so charming la please

Anyway , today the KBS channel got cancelled off because there were some new package coming from Starhub so the only way to get the channel is to subscribe the whole Chinese Entertainment package
Just in case you guys dont know , my house is 24/7 on KBS .
We dont watch Singapore news . We watch Korean news .
That pretty much explains why i dont really need subtitles anymore hehehe  *action*

So my dad sanggop subscribe the whole Chinese Entertainment just for the KBS .
Because No KBS means No television in the house
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

But sometimes i get irritated with people who have just recently started obsessing with Kpop
I feel like saying , 'Damn shut the hell up. I've done that 10 years ago'
-__________-
Okay nvm .

Anyway , its been ages since i last mention about my boyfriend
Tadaaaaaaa



Sexy as ever la my baby <3

Okay other than that , I'm still very sad that i have exams on my birthday sigggghhhh
The things i have to sacrifice for school -_____-

Oh and , HAPPY VALENTINES DAY LOVEBIRDS !

I dont get depressed because i dont have a boyfriend .
I just pity myself that all the guys i THOUGHT WERE ANGELS have finally found the love of their life
And i'm still as carefree as ever HAHAHAHAHA
wth .
Nah , i think people get so cheesy when it comes to valentines and it kinda disgust me
Well , i cant stand cheesy stuffs yknow
like flowers, dates, candlelight dinner , stuffs like that
Thats sooo urmm , eww .

Pretty much explains why i dont really care its valentines
Or rather , i dont really care that i dont have a boyfriend
HAHAHAHA
Oh well peopaaaahls dont kill yourself just because you dont have a date .
Cmon man if you're single dont you think the more you should flirt on this day ?
Nobody's gonna stop you or argue with you anyway so might as well just flirt
See , the advantage of being single man
There's always a brighter side to everything yknow

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA what is thissss syahirah
Okay nvm but still , have a good valentines day <3

Cmon la
ME and RELATIONSHIPS
WHERE GOT TIME !
hahahahahaha haaais sad but true
IS THIS LIFE ?!

Should i cut my fringe again or



just keep it long like this ?
Haiyaaa

Okay because i'm just very tired right now , i just have one thing to say

SOMEBODY'S TURNING EIGHTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN !

Cant believe i'm such a kakak kakak already
CHEY.

Oh and.
One more thing to say
Or rather a confession.
I.
AM.
OFFICIALLY.
TAKEN.



hehehehehehehehehe
goodnight everybodeh <3

Sometimes , i should pause for awhile , and look back .
Because i've never realised the people who has always been standing behind me .

Yknow right now i'm so sad because my phone is giving me problems
The home button is not working and the freakin voice control kept popping out of no reason
Everytime i open an app , i need to switch off my phone to get back to the home screen
I went to tamp alone just now to go to the singtel shop hoping that they can repair my phone but they told me to go to the servicing centre at orchard instead
I was so sad because i have no time to go orchard with my packed schedule
I was already stressed about my studies but my phone just had to add in to my already crazy mind
WHYY PHONE WHYY ?!
WHAT SINS DID I DO THAT YOU HAVE TO MAKE ME SO SAD AND STRESSED LIKE THIS ?

Was it because i criticised Apple products last time before i got myself one ?
If yes , I'm sorry
I love Apple
I love iphone
Please dont do this to me
Please i beg you phonee pleaseeeee
I have no time to send you for repair please
I'll try to restore you
Please , i beg you . Please get back to normal
Haaaaaais

NAK NANGIS AHHHHHH
The fact that everything was bought with my own hard earned money and that its already spoiling even before its 6 months old , is making my heart ache . SO BADLY

I wanted to restore my phone but i was scared that i'll lose all my contacts
Not that i have alot of contacts to even worry about anyway
Its just that , there are numbers of precious people in my phone
If i lose them , i'll lose them forever

Okay maybe just HIS number
I even sanggop saved his number manually so that i wont lose it once i restored my phone , in case if my back up didnt really backed up -_____-
Hahahah apa aku bobal
No laaaaaaaa
At least i can still wish him happy birthday right ! since its just around the corner already
Its okay if he doesnt remember mine

Haaaaaaais the things i wish i wont do
Why do i even bother
I also dont understand myself
I say i wont bother anymore
But then still worrying like hell if i lost his number
I bet he doesnt even care anymore

But oh well
I'm not good at remembering birthdays at all
So the fact that i already planned to wish him , he should feel lucky that i even bother
But still , people wont realise the efforts i tried putting in
Because the only thing they know is blame me for the things i dont do
Or maybe i did .
OKAY APAPE WHATEVER BYE I'M SO SAD ABOUT MY PHONE K HAAAAIS

Abang Helmi says that my face changes is so drastic that a person who doesnt meet me even for a few months , wont be able to recognise me now .

Well OP COURSEEE
kalau dah kakak kakak memang muka berubah
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA K.

Other than that , my hair has become one of the precious things i have right now
Its so long already
I can use it to strangle any jerks who even dare lie to me
HAHAHAHA
Okay no .

Sometimes i wonder why must guys lie
i really really really really despise lies i can never stop emphasizing on that

the other time at work , my friends told me abt a guy who beats up his ex-girlfriends
and i happened to know that guy
(You know , thats why facebook is amazing sometimes)
and the most irritating part was , whenever he talked to me , he sounded like some angel omg i feel so deceived
he'll be like ,'Assalamualaikum syahirah' , 'takpe saya redha. allah knows best'

MAKKK
aku mcm nk muntah tawuu
i really thought he was a nice person
haaaaais i feel so cheated

another type of guy i can never tolerate is guys who put their hands on girls
So girls , if your boyfriend ever slap or pinch or hit you eventhough it was meant to be just a joke ,
seriously dont even bother dating him
At first it will be a joke
And then later , hahhhhhhhhhh
PIECE OF JOKE I TELL YOU

HAHAHAHAHHAHA
i mean seriously , a gentleman will never hit a lady

There was a friend of mine who told me this,
'I love her . Thats why it never crossed my mind to even hold her hands . I'll hold her hand when she becomes my legal wife'

I WAS LIKE OMG WHY YOU SO SWEEEEEET

Guys should learn from him la seriously
If you really love somebody , you should respect her physically , mentally and emotionally

Thats why i've never really go hoohaa over couples who cant stop touching each other
Like the recent video about the long distance relationship thingy
Everybody was like omg so sweet omg this is the sweetest thing ever
-__________-
Aku tgk skejap je tros tutop
They should rename the video as 'CANT STOP KISSING RELATIONSHIP' or something
I think like 90% of the video were both of them kissing la seriously

HAHAHAHAH but oh well
different people with different perceptions
I'm just saying whats mine

Anyway , FEBRUARY is just around the corner
Do you know what that means ?
Somebody is gonna turn LEGAL !
hehehehehehhe

Okay please be very thankful that i'm updating my blog right now because ikotkan hati (follow my heart) , i dont wanna do anything right now because i'm freakin drained and tired and just .. FREAKIN TIRED

Okay while its still fresh in my mind , i shall blog

So like i've said , i was involved in the NYP open house righht
I had duty today over at the auditorium
All the courses set up booths so people just walk in and ask questions about .. whatever they wanna ask la basically duhhhh

So i was i stationed at my course booth
My job was to tell people what my course is actually all about
What we do , what we become when we graduate , our cut off points and stuffs like that

Just for your info , (just in case you dnt know , i'm going to brag for awhile)
Do you know that my course has the lowest cut off point in the entire school ?
As in not in the entire school of health sciences only
Its the lowest in the entire courses in NYP
And do you know that there were 300++ applicants and every year , the intake is only 26 students ?

AND ..
Do you know that i was one of the lucky 26 out of the 300++ applicants ?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
i feel so special somehow
hehehehe

Okay anyway ,
The open house was kinda fun but it was super freakin tiring
Yknow since its a booth right , we had to stand all the way . There's no stool or something that we can sit or or what
And at the booth , 5 people were stationed there but the people doing most of the job is just me and my malaysian friend , Mirelle
The other three helped out abit and the next minute you know , they'll just disappear somewhere else

So imagine me standing since 2-6 PM
My legs were going to break i swear

Okay so me being me , forever with my embarrassing moments ...

I wanted to shit because i had mcspicy for lunch
so i needed to discard some mcspicy shit
HAHAHAHAHAHHA

So i left the booth for awhile and went up all the way to level 5 toilet
didnt want to go to the lower levels because there's too many people i'm scared the toilet will stink
HAHHAHAHHAHA

Okay so i was already freakin tired
I dont even know what was i thinking la

I DIDNT LOCK THE TOILET DOOR.
(like can you believe it ? locking the toilet door is like the natural/immediate response righhht)

So i was standing and unzipping my jeans slowly
I was slowly pulling my jeans down
The moment my underwear was exposed , somebody just slams the door open

SHE FREAKIN SHOUTED 'HOLY SHIT!' IN FRONT OF MY FACE

both of us were just standing there staring at each other for afew seconds

I was just too shocked to react anything hhahahahaha
i just stood there , i didnt even cover my exposed stuffs with my shirt or anything HAHAHAHAHA

So in the end the girl smiled and closed back the door for me

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA
malu kehapaaa ya allah !

And the worse thing is , i was too embarrassed that i forgot to shit
I just pee-ed and quickly ran out from the toilet because i didnt want to bump into the girl again or something

EMBARRASSING PLEASE .

Okay neverminddddddddd

So i went back to the booth and told mirelle
She was laughing at me like hell la seriously
haaaaais

Okay , there were two NYP malay boys who kept hanging around my booth area
Actually i've seen one of them alot of times in our school Mcdonalds everytime its lunchtime

So when there were no people at our booth , me and mirelle were just taking photos and talking
Thats when both of them came up to my booth and started asking stupid questions
There were free gifts so he kept asking what is this what is that what is that for why must do like that zzzz
Me and mirelle just answered whatever questions he asked `
But it was kinda stupid that he asked what are the brochures for and stuffs like that
Me and mirelle prangai layankan because we knew he was a NYP student since they were wearing the NYP shirt too

In my booth , there is a display set . And in the display set we displayed a small skull
Its like a hand sized skull
There were other display items as well la like teeths , plastic teeth , stuffs like that
So the conversation went like this..

Guy: Eh whats this ?
Mirelle: Ini gigi plastic we buat when kita first year
Guy: EH YOU CAN SPEAK MALAY AH ?
Mirelle: Yalaaaa
Guy: What is that ? Eh , who's head is that ? Monkey head ah ? Why so small ?
Mirelle: Who's head ? YOUR HEAD AHHHHHH !

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
And i burst out laughing right in front of his face
Hamekk kao jawapan bodoh

So to sum it all up , I had a good time with Mirelle during the open house although we were both damn drained from all the standing and talking

I'll be on duty again this Saturday
This time i'll be at the registration counter
So you'll probably see me when you want to collect those goody bags
Huhuhu
And i think NYP goody bags looks so naaaaise this year

COME DOWN TO NYP !
i think the performances are kinda cool too
And there's like mini flea market also
CHEAP STUFFS PEOPLE !

hahahahahaha (promote skolah)

Perut aku makin hari macam makin cute je ? Ini pun pakai bengkung tetap boncet
I've been sleeping with bengkung every night now
Orang dulu dulu kata , (okay maybe just my nenek)
nak dapat perut flat , hari hari kene lilit perut
aku lilit perut dah macam gajah kene ikat ader ahh
senak gila ya allah
okay nevermind

Have i told you guys that i'll be involved in Nanyang Polytechnic's Open House 2012 ?
Okay maybe i did but anywaaays !
I'm on duty on Thursday evening (which is tmr)
and the whole day on Saturday
Just in case you guys wanna find me , (ehemm mcm phm nye aku)
actually dont need to find me la .
You'll probably see me the first thing you step into the atrium
I'm in charge of the registration area

YESSSSS I'LL BE SEEING ALMOST ALL THE VISITORS BECAUSE THEY HAVE TO COME TO MY STATION TO FILL IN THE REGISTRATION FORM

Oh goddddddd yknow how embarrassing is that ?

WHYYYYY ! WHYYYY of all places must i be stationed at the registration area ?
haaaaais
Okay nevermind

Actually i'm quite excited because i think my job is quite cool
And besides i'll always be at the atrium
And thats where all the awesome performances will be held
Well at least i can watch all those dance shit or drama or whatever la
Cant be that boring righhhhhhht ?

So yea mannn ! Come down to NYP all of you fresh graduates !
Anywaay , if you're interested to see what diploma i'm taking , you can actually visit the School Of Health Sciences.
Under Dental Hygiene & Therapy

I'll be stationed at my dental lab tmr evening so if you guys wanna check it outzzzz , i'll be honoured to bring you on a tour in the lab
And besides , we're having lab session in the morning anyway so if you come early , you can actually see those awesome stuffs we do during our lab

Tmr i'll be taking impressions for my labwork .
What's an impression ?
Basically it's taking a model copy of your dentition for model study when people wanna do braces or dentures and stuffs like that
Okay zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Basically its this thing !



Its really cool .
But i swear its the most stressful thing i've ever done
Oh well , so yessssssss come and see awesome stuffs in our school

Aku promote mcm haperrrr je
Step ader orang baca gitu
Kalau baca pun , step kuasa gitu
PUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Oh well , just sharing with you guys the awesome things i do in school everyday :)

Hi.

My position looked so awkward but actually i'm hugging her laa
but anw i think this gemok has been there for me better than anyone else did
she was there right by my side when things go wrong , when my days were dark , when i cried , when i needed somebody to hug
she was there , better than anyone else did
she doesnt talk .
but she seems to understand me better than how humans can
i just need to look at her , call her name , and she'll know what to do
I love you Sweety , thanks for being there for me .
I think i should just marry you and live happily ever after la
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA zzzz

Okay so today , kinda went on a date with Rafikah
Just the two of us
Actually the actual plan kind of cock up so both of us were already freakin exhausted and tired and hungry and sad so we decided to have an expensive dinner so at least it makes us feel better
And i almost puked because i was too full we didn't even finish our food
Hahaha i was wondering why also
I used to be able to finish the whole plate of the New York Fish N Chips
but i only ate half of it and i had to surrender
perut dah kecut gaknye eh
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA whuuttt -___-








So basically we did alot of catching up
Talked about our single lives
And i told her about all the jerks i've met
And she told me her stories
We saw alot of weird people in the train today
We laughed alot
We sighed alot
But overall , she was a good companion .
Well she has always been so yea , nothing new

So yupp , thats my Wednesday for you :)